Breakdown

I always keep my private life private. I don’t really like how my life it’s, how it has been for the last years... But I know I will someday, when everything come together and start to make sense. When I finally get the gain from the pain. Till there, there’s not much to be proud of, I’m still discovering the lessons of life before I can brag about what I’ve learned.
I know I’m always making jokes, being stupid, cheering everybody up… That’s the way I instinctively found to hide my suffering. Being in my shoes it’s just too hard. So much stuff, so many problems, real problems, just too hard to handle.