About someone [2]

06/01/09
I feel ridiculous. He said “good morning” and my voice wouldn’t come out so that I could answer, I just wasn’t expecting him to come in. Few seconds later it finally came out my hoarse, pity, and shy voice “good morning!” I smiled at him, he smiled at me or vice-versa. He turned his eyes away from me, before I took mines away from him. I didn’t want to. And was them that I thought “I FEEL RIDICULOUS!”. Fuck. I wish I wouldn’t care so much about all these banal shit.

07/01/09
When he said “good morning”, my voice came out as normal, though again, I wasn’t expecting him to come in... And when he did, I was kinda laid back, with my hair all over my face…
- well have a fucking good day Cousin Itt.