- Just please tell me, because I’d like to understand... Why are you feeling sad? Why you are so… suicidal?
- There’s too much involved, it’s not that easy to explain…
- Still, I wanna know. Is this about him?
- That too.
- Come on, why would you be upset about him?
- ‘Cause of what happened today…
- What? He could hear us laughing, he noticed you!
- It was funny back then, now it isn’t! Now I feel stupid!
- Why the fuck?
- You see, I’m always feeling weird and different, so whenever I do something like this, I feel like a stupid child!
- I don’t get it, it was fun!
- He didn’t notice me like that, he barely noticed me and just saw me like an idiot!
- How can you be so sure, huh? How do you know that?
- I can tell.
- You can tell? Oh, please! Don’t you think it was too much coincidence? We bumped into each other, then we were talking about him and I remember you said he couldn’t be there ‘cause it was too late and then he just pop out of nowhere, right in front of us!
- He’s Jesus, that’s just an old trick for him…
- Hahaha! I’m serious!
- Yeah, more of a coincidence than that, was that I’ve told you this evening, that crazy coincidences are always happening in my life!
- Haha, that’s truth!
- Yeah, that’s why I don’t believe in destiny!
- Bitch, if what happened today wasn’t destiny, I don’t know what it is.
- It was nothing.
- How can you fucking say that? Is that why you’re so sad?
- No. I mean, yes. I mean, no… there’s a lot more stuff!
- Like what?
- My social life, my family… I got problems wherever there’s a spot a problem can fit.
- Don’t say that.
- And I got ghosts you know… whispering all kinds of shit in my ears all day…
- What do you mean…?
- My past… my past haunts me.
- I know you’ve been through a lot of stuff…
- Is just too hard to let it go.
- You’re really smart.
- No I’m not.
- Fine, but I’m telling you are!
- Who cares?
- I wish I was smart...
- You’re pretty, that’s what matters the most in this world, we all know that, so why pretend it isn’t?
- What’s worthed to be so pretty if I’m stupid?
- You’re not stupid and you know it. Make you look smaller is not gonna make me feel better.
- I mean it, I really see myself as someone stupid.
- You have charisma, sympathy, that’s something I lack.
- Nah, I’m not really like that…But let me tell you, you’re pretty, not only that but you’re really smart, I don’t see it why you’re alone.
- You don’t wanna go there.
- Okay…
- I need to go to bed.
- Okay, be good. What happened today should’ve happened the way it did… okay?
- Fine.
- Love you.
- Love you too.
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